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day 6 [09:43 am | 23rd November 2018] i have been feeling afraid

i have been feeling afraid, living with an irrational fear since the last three-four days. its interesting for me to observe how this irrational fear of mine, so often convinces my mind and heart that it is not irrational at all.

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reminiscence of love

reminiscence of love, lingers around my bed, on a thursday morning,

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day 5 [7th november 2018 11:02 pm] – surrender

i was reading my textbook on cognitive psychology, well yes, i did finally start reading. i have been avoiding it for months now, not textbook but just reading.

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scars

before i close my eyes, and try to put myself to sleep, i rub my hands through my chest and through my feet,

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day 4 [18th october 10:58 pm] – all i want

all i want is all i need is to find somebody –kodaline

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day 3 [16th october 2018 10:55 PM] – in faith & hope

i started experiencing a strange kind of pain in my left ankle, near the malleoli-the protruding circular which makes our ankle joint. it started, the pain, sometime in december 2017, i can recollect now, as i think about it.

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day 2 [14th october 2018 1:43 A.M.]

i had thought i would be asleep by now, i’m not. last two nights, i could get sleep easily. tonight is different.

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day 1 [13th october 2018 12:44 AM]- a pause

i have not written anything in a long while, i could not. it happened after i left the city i have been living in for four years, this feeling happened when i left that city which taught me how to live independently. i call this feeling “a pause” because that’s what it feels to me.