before i close my eyes, and try to put myself to sleep, i rub my hands through my chest and through my feet,
all i want is all i need is to find somebody –kodaline
i started experiencing a strange kind of pain in my left ankle, near the malleoli-the protruding circular which makes our ankle joint. it started, the pain, sometime in december 2017, i can recollect now, as i think about it.
i had thought i would be asleep by now, i’m not. last two nights, i could get sleep easily. tonight is different.
i have not written anything in a long while, i could not. it happened after i left the city i have been living in for four years, this feeling happened when i left that city which taught me how to live independently. i call this feeling “a pause” because that’s what it feels to me.