i said ugly words,
to mother, tanzim,
my heart was taken by
storm, by literal
lack of sleeps,
the cracks, in my
heart, became wide open,
i was afraid
while i ate my dinner,
unheartedly, cooked unheartedly,
mother cooked it
tanzim, what
happened to her,
why are we so
broken
i said ugly words
to mother, in summer