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keep holding on

i met d at the gym today, he was in my school. it’s been ten years and i dint expect him to remember me. he left school in ninth grade i think and i have never seen him around after that and i never thought of him. but he remembered me. at the gym, when […]

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how to install an ssl on your wordpress website

i migrated to aws ec2 server from wordpress in april 2020 (learn here why i did that) and since then i have been trying to install an ssl certificate on my website/blog – thebohemianwandarer. i devote only 5-10 hours monthly on my blog, and installing an ssl has been a challenge as a wordpress beginner […]

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the white tiger | movie review

the white tiger directed by ramin bahrani, featuring rajkumar rao, priyanka chopra and adarsh gourav is thriller rollcoaster – it begins with an inspiritational sort of a vibe with scenes from balram (adarsh’s) childhood – where a guest in his school recognizes him as a white tiger as someone who is there break the usual […]

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how to get rid of spam on your wordpress blog

i opened my wp dashboard today after months and was horrified to see 10k+ spam comments. on one hand, these spam comments indicate that my blog – thebohemianwandarer is showing up on google results but at the same time – spam is spam! so what do we do? how do we fight these spam bots? […]

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poetry rants

my own bully

i am a good boy,i will tell you a story today,about the ying and yang, about the parts of me – which keep fighting within, about tanzim and me – about the bully and the victim. yes, i was bullied once,in school – at the basketball court,i was beaten up, left of the floor,in tears […]

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long letter

do you like long letters? i was about to write one to you last night at 3 am. a birthday month letter or may be a birthday letter. as you can read now, i did not suceed and i am trying again. trying again to write, to bolster away the frozen layers from heart and […]

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letter from me

in my dream, in wrote you a letter. i am awake now, the tv and radio both are playing around me, my father is the first to get up in our house and then i get up too. the weather has been humid, over the last couple of week. my eyes are still a little […]

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i surrender

i have been trying to breathe but it seems like there is no more fresh air to breathe, my lungs gasp. seeking for a fresh breath, fighting anxiety.yes, you are right-there is no need to fight and yet, i fight. i fight and fight and fight. it’s tiring to be this way to be honest, […]

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fighting instant gratification

i am not sure about the timeline, as in when this started but off late – for many many many years. this has been going on. these cycles of instant gratification. the cycle of constantly chasing something, constantly trying to be somewhere and fighting with your inner self. the cycles of instant gratifaction make me […]

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i close my eyes

i close my eyes,and think about the placesi have not been to,the lakes,the mountains,the hills,the beaches i close my eyes,and think about the places,i have not been to,the lakes,the mountains,the hills,the beaches tanzim, i think of youand how we seldom talk toeach other, about each other –sometimes we do, sometimes i dotell about youto others […]