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poetry

empathy shoes

i will makemyself small and fit inmy big empathyshoes i am listening,i can fit you too,and yes you as well i can fit in,your worries aboutthat new dress in the mall i can fit in,your pain, your fightswith your friend yes, lend meyour hand,i can fit you inwithin my empathy shoes i will make myself […]

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washing clothes

i have startedenjoyingwashing my clothes, coming home,walking pastthe two hot emptyrooms, then going backto the balcony,grabbing my towel and then,sitting on the small chair,pouring my clothes ina bucketful of water, watching the dirt mixin the bucket, watchingsoap bubbles foam upand for a momentinnocently staring at the yatches on my shorts and then as i pourwater […]

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hope, rum & sunsets

twelve in the afternoon today i had no idea if we’d follow the plans we had made the evening before. my friend had texted me late night yesterday, i was too tired and could only respond early in the morning today. i dint know we’d make it. but hope always surprises us, before leaving my […]

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rants

something like a quarter life crisis

last two weeks have been very difficult, last two days were relatively better.i am happy that we talked today, even though it was just a few messages. it’s just nice to hear from you. i am curled up in my blanket right now, hitting the virtual keyboard with my drunk thumb. listening to “when we […]

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poetry

let love flow

i have deletedall the calls logs,all our messages,the images i have deletedour memories,because it startedto hurta little too much i know, you triedand i did too,to love eachother but somewhere inbetween, my love floodedway too strongly foryou somewhere the spacein between our love, becametoo less we were bothgasping to breathe, andto be loved but wecould […]

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complete in yourself

good morning t,how are you? i know it has been hard getting up and getting out of bed. i know you feel hurt and are in a lot of pain. it’s okay to feel the pain. you are safe. you are complete in yourself.

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poetry

between harry & tanzim

tanzim asked harry “dear harrywhy is itso easy for everyoneto leave me, every timei start anticipatingthat love will arrive,it leaves leaves me bleeding,with all my woundsopen again,the stiches openingwith each word exchanged. oh i understand, harry!i am not perfect,sometimes i make my loved onesangry..i am sorry about that, harry! i will be a good boy, […]

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poetry

मैं टूट रहा हूं, मगर

कितना कुछ कहना चाहता हूं,कोशिश भी की,तुम्हे लिखने की, आज सुबहमगर शब्द कही खो गए है,कहा से शुरुआत करू,मुझे मालूम नहीं। कोशिश कर रहा हूं,की कुछ बिना कहे हीकुछ कह पाऊं,महर शब्द बिना कैसे कहूं। शायद मैंने कभी,सीखा ही नहीं,ईश्क करना, और मोहब्बततो शायद मेरे शब्दोंमें ही खो गई। सोचा था, कुछ होगा,मगर ऐसा होगा, […]

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rants

keep holding on

i met d at the gym today, he was in my school. it’s been ten years and i dint expect him to remember me. he left school in ninth grade i think and i have never seen him around after that and i never thought of him. but he remembered me. at the gym, when […]

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how to install an ssl on your wordpress website

i migrated to aws ec2 server from wordpress in april 2020 (learn here why i did that) and since then i have been trying to install an ssl certificate on my website/blog – thebohemianwandarer. i devote only 5-10 hours monthly on my blog, and installing an ssl has been a challenge as a wordpress beginner […]

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